So here I am in Texas. Already worn out from looking after my bro. He may be small and young but this kid has a threes the energy I do. Man am I out of shape. Kid is really smart too. already using the Ipad, reading, doing math. It;s amazing for a five year old. He's also really good at swimming as he proved today.
Dad is happy to see me and already getting into "prepare for life" mode with little talks about having backup plans, keeping in mind that I need a degree for a job ad a career and so on and so forth. I know he means well. My dad just wants me to succeed and get out my shell. To be outspoken about my feelings. I understand that. And thankfully this time with the talk he didn't seem too stern of a lecture and I didn't go to "shut down emotion" mode. I love my dad and he loves me. But sometimes..it can be a little annoying.Minor. Like Alarm clock in the morning annoying. :P you grumble at the noise but happy it got you out of bed to catch the bus. Dad if you are reading this now. know I don't mean any negativity at all. I love you and I know you love me. <3
Though now that I think about it. Maybe I'm worry about setting the bar too high. I mean usually I have days were I expect too much and bad stuff happens. If I hardly expect anything, good stuff happens. I know its a weird way of thinking but it does happen more than once.
Anyways, I'm just chilling with my little bro who is multitasking at Ipad game and watching Monster house. Later Mom is coming over to take us to dinner. It's gonna be great to see her.
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