New song

MUTE

Voice so soft as if trying to speak through walls.

Stumbling over words, making no sense at all.

I try to express what’s on my mind

But my brain and mouth are not on time

I wish I can easily say what’s in my heart

But my words always seem to fall apart

Seems so silly to keep something I hardly use

Seems so silly, it’s gonna turn into a rusty tool

I should just cut the cord and give it away

But  there’s so much I wish to I could say

I wish I could explain why I feel blue

I wish I could express how I feel towards you

Sometimes I do but my words fall on deaf ears

I wish with you I could share my dreams and fears

Seems just so silly to keep what I hardly use

Seems so silly to keep this rusty tool

I should just cut this cord and throw it away

But theres just so much I long to say

Seems so silly, just darn right silly to  keep what I don’t use

Seems so silly, my voice is a rusted tool

I just want to cut the cord and throw it away

But theres just so much I long for all to hear me say

Rewrite and new ideas

Ok so I'm not too happy with my story for many reasons.

one happens to be one chapter idea I had is a bit too similar to an episode of Thundercats I saw recetnly. In the show they also have a blue tech stone that is being used as a battery for the city which was what I was planning on doing in my story.

Another reason is I think I'm focusing too much on making its own fantasy world with its own tools and such and hardly focusing on the story and characters.

The characters are also another reason why I'm changing things up. They're a bit flat.

I also feel like I'm going over board trying to be as creative as possible on every little detail with out looking at the big picture first. My dad actually pointed this out to me when i showed him the storyboard animation I had originally planned to do for class. I have to say he's right. I need to ease back a bit and make sure I state the message of the story first.

So I'm focusing on making sure I know what the message and theme of the story would be, pulling back a bit on the fantasy. I need to keep in mind that it doesn't have to be super elaborate to be a good story.



Now while I'm working on M.O.P.E.D. Still, I started getting new ideas to save for later. I really wish I knew how to multitask so I could make all the ideas but that may cause me to burn out. I gotta ease my way in to things. If i rush on ideas, it'll be a very horrible creation.

The Theif and The Cobbler: Recobbled

Not sure how many people know about this movie.  It's a wonderful movie that sadly could not reach its full glory do to many different reasons. You can read about it here Link

Luckily we can see what was orginaly planned on Youtube.

I fid it beautifully done. I love how the main hero says nothing through the movie till the very end(though the voice is a bit too deep for him XD) You can tell what he's thinking just by his face.  I hope one day they can remake this movie the way it was intended...actually you know what? No hoping! I'm gonna see that it's redone! This is too wonderful of a animation to let it dissaper.

live streaming.

I may not be pro(yet) but it's fun to watch people draw. So have look at some of the things I doodle.
Click to watch me draw.

 You'll see some past stuff and may even get to watch me live and chat with me.

Get a Life?

What does that even mean? When people tell you to get a life? Does having a life mean you go out and party? Does having a life mean having a lot of friends from different places? Does it mean having a steady job and a family?  Is not having a life the same as being a colloctor of strange things? Does spending more time at home than out side mean you're not having a life? I found this to be a very difficult thing to answer.

I may not be the type to go out to a club, dancing and drinking the night away. I may not be one who goes around the world trying to change it. I may not be a superstar on tv. I am simply a human being who enjoies the small things, sees beauty everywhere no matter where I am. I offer aid when ever needed. I use my hands to make something to bring a smile to another's face. I have a wonderful father, a loving mother, a strong sister and a sweet little brother. I love animals big or small, even if one creeps me out a bit. I pass no judgment on to strangers. I work hard at my job, keeping my smile on even when i am exhausted and annoyed. I strive to better my creative skills.

I believe that I do have a life. Even if it doesn't seem like it at first, I do have a life. My family is my life. My friends. My dreams. My passions. I have a life. 

Grades

Oh my goodness I am soo flipping happy!



I just got my grades in and this is the first time I got all A's.

Now granted yes, these classes may not be like math or English(which I am horrible at.) but still this is a HUGE boost to my confidence in myself. I'm driven now to go for the tougher challenge of four classes. It more art related stuff which is my passion and the only time I actually feel like I'm good at. It's the only thing that actually makes me feel good about myself and I look forward to the challenges art will bring me. I know i can improve my skills in Art better than any other subject. My passion is to create things that inspire others.