Clubbing

So i had a very fun weekend once again.

Friday I got to go to the mall with my boyfriend to buy something next for a concert we were going to see. A nice corest top with gloves, earring, and a necklace.  Then we went to see The Dark Knight Rises.  Wonderful movie. Ann Hathaway really surprised me in it as CatWoman.  The ending almost made me cry.

Then we headed to his place, orgiinaly planing to go to a bar but one of his friends forgot the his id so we simply went to my boyfriend's place to watch more movies. I now no longer have to say "I have never watch Fight Club." lol though due to how late it was, i only got to watch half of it. we were all pretty tired.




Sunday, ah Sunday. I got my first. My first club and my first concert.  After a stressful day of it getting cancle, uncancle, cancled and then uncancle. (car troubles, timeing confusion ecct) we managed to get everything worked out so we could go. I dolled my self up in the goth attire, all giddy inside. My boyfriend looked awesome too with spendex and matching bow tie.

So we get  into the club, stamps on our arms.  It was a small club which I actually like because you couldn't get lost in there so easily and it wasn't over whelming. There were two different dance rooms and upstairs lounging area. There was also a patio for smoking.  i was really liking the setting and atmosphere. Everyone who was there had dressed in their own unique way. I saw goth, punk, lolita, and even a bunny raver and a guy in a panda suite. I was trying very hard to noob out and be all giddy at everything, making it obvious it was my first time. Like a kid in a theme park for the first time.

I got to try an alcoholic beverage and actually finished it. Usually I try a sip and be turned off. This one was a bit bitter with a kick but I toughed it out to not be such a wimp. As I sip on the drink slowly, my boyfriend and I walk around and look about. A random chick started chatting with me and showing me pics she took of the sky with her phone. Pretty sure she had a few too many drinks but it was still pretty fun to just randomly chat with a stranger.

After that random chat, my boyfriend and I went to where the perfomance was about to start. I was really excited to see Voltaire. I use to listen to his music back in highschool.

As we're waiting, a random guy walks up to us and starts chatting with my boyfriend and even petting his facial hair. i found this very amusing to watch because my bf was going along with it like the two were buddies for ages. I have to admire him for that. i would had freaked out a little if a stranger started to touch my face.


Finally the lights dimm and the man of the hour comes out. He was made jokes, played his guitar and sang some good songs. Most I hadn't heard, a few I manage to fake sing along and than he sang my favorite. "When you're evil." i had so much fun.

After the performance, Voltaire went to sell some trinkets and cds. I wanted to wait till the line die down before hopping in. So I decided to try out some new things I hae never done before.

one was singing on a stripper pole. They had one just next to the stage and one guy was already trying it out. According to some, pole dancing is like having sex with it. Course i have little skills in that. lol. so after the guy finished, I tried it out. Yeah very epic fail. I could spin a little but couldn't really figure out any tricks. My bf did much better on it. that was hot.

After pole dancing we danced on the stage a bit, moving to the beat. He was a much better dancer than i was. I had fun dancing and watching the other dancer move. Some were stomping, some were swaying, some were shaking. Lights were flashing, smoke was everywhere. It was amazing to watch. After some dancing, we took a bit of a break, sitting down for a minute.  i then went to dance a bit more by myself. My bf snuck in some snapshots of me dancing. lol

finally we went to the counter where Voltaire was selling some stuff. I really wanted a necklace. As I'm standing there, waiting, he is talking to other fans, shaking hands and signing postcards. He makes a joke to the gothic rave pony girl about her mask, saying he didn't smell that bad. He jokes a bit more to all of us and I just stand there staring. I really had no clue what to say to him without sounding like a goop. 
Voltaire then said this after talking to the gothic rave bunny about her outfit. "Why mix up themes? Can't you just pick one."
To which I open my mouth and said "Weren't you the gay Dracula that just played some country?"(he made a country theme song that was very funny and he kept referencing himself as dressing up like a gay dracula.)
 He looks at me for a minute shakes his head. "I hate getting pwned by kids."
I FREAKING PWNED VOLITAIR!
How awesome is that? I could't help but laugh.
 I bought a necklace and cd. Then my bf and I said our goodnights and went our seperate ways. Such a wonderful night. 

collaberate?

I've been debating about finding some one to collaborate with ideas on.  I have three stories forming in my head but I can't get anywhere on my own. I need a brain I can bounce ideas off of and who can challenge or add to the story idea.  The challenging thing is finding someone on the same time zone and schedule and some of the same interest in the idea.

Family memembers: as much as I love them, they don't have the creative juice in them and need to focus on their lives. (school, work and such)

Friends: i got some friends who are creative but some don't seem all too intrested in my ideas or they have their own little projects to work.  Plus theres the nasty side effect of working with friends causing the friendship to sour. (so I hear anyways)

So what should I do? Find some random stranger online? Someone from school in the same art classes as I am? It feels risky and I tend to take a while to open up to new people. I'm also iffy about me being too controlling or too much of a people pleaser. I either want it to go my way exactly or I want everyone to be happy. It's tough. A very tough choice.

Should i perhaps find someone who is creative but is stronger in the sence of writing or someone who is a stronger artist than I am?  Should I hire someone? I'm not sure what to do but I do know, having someone I can bounce ideas off of helps. I think better when I talk aloud.

Update on life.

Now while I may not be getting much art work done for my comic, I have been having the best summer ever!

I have jet ski, gone to a drive thru movie to see TED (hilirous), tried a new hair do, and the best part  is I got to meet up with an old highschool buddy who is starting to become more than a buddy. It's strange how in only 4 dates this guy seems to be making me the happiest girl in the world. I seriously  have never been this happy and ages and I can't even figure out what it is about this guy. He's funny, charming, sweet, good looking, and just plain kick ass. It kind of sucks that I'm only in Texas for a short time...Soon I will have to return to Cali...to that tiny room...